PART ONE


From Heroes to Zeros


-America goes from the Heroism of WWII, to the ambiguity of the Cold War but optimism for the future, to the fear of "the bomb" and Carter's "malaise"


I missed the righteous cause of World War Two. I was not around when Truman girded us to defeat communism. Fortunately, I missed McCarthy's day in the sun. I had yet to cry my first cry when MacArthur made such a mush of his war in Korea after which that old soldier just faded away.


I didn't get to hear JFK extol us to ask not what your country can do for you (and later, I wasn't even paying attention when LBJ reversed that question). I also wasn't there when JFK excited the minds of the country into joining the space race against the communists in Russia. I was but a babe clutching at my bottle, mewling to my Mother when he was assassinated… but at least I had made the scene at last.


By the time I was in short pants and crew cut and sent off to school, "duck and cover"2 had gone by the wayside. MAD (mutually assured destruction) had long since destroyed any sense that a nuclear bomb attack was survivable. The Cold War had been raging for so long that we all assumed it wasn't a matter of "if", but one of "when" the Russians would attack.


From before I was born into this world until the day Moscow fell (or was it pushed?) away from communism, Americans lived under a constant threat. That threat was simply called "the bomb". Our best face on the situation consisted of being satisfied that if they tried to start a war, we would obliterate their entire country in retaliation and perhaps, just perhaps, that threat was enough to keep them from starting it in the first place. But it was little consolation what with the radiation poisoning and nuclear winter that was in store for those who made it through the initial blasts. And we were pretty sure there wouldn't be too many of us that made it through that first blast, in any case. The media gave us "doomsday clocks"3 and constant polls about how much schoolchildren worried about "the bomb" year in and year out.


But, we tried to push that into the backs of our minds. A nagging worry that was always present but one turned away from as too horrible upon which to dwell. Instead of films on "the bomb" in my school in the late 60s and early 70s we were warned about the evils of "Mary Jane" and LSD in our educational films. I remember seeing the film of birth defects from Mothers who were junkies. One poor baby born with just a button of flesh where its nose should be and no other features art all. No mouth, no eyes, no ears, nothing. It was quite a grotesque image for a 14 -year-old boy to see, really.


I remember a small bit of the counter culture but Woodstock was not in my day. Oh, I still remember kids being called "hippies" by my elders, but then, I was in the Midwest and we all know the Midwest is often 5 years behind the coasts and the genesis of pop culture and trend. And the only reason that I remember the riots of the 60s was because my Father was a big city policeman and he was in the midst of them more than once.

 

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